Dreams

I think we are all lead to believe that there is this amazing dream and we will rise to the top of this and be eternally happy but wait there let me get this straight so i am really passionate about something like really passionate and for some reason i am ment to be be happy.... hell no i want it to be great because i love doing it and there will be some very amazing times and some down right shit times where i will want to give up and times that i am bored shitless, but there will always be times that i sit back [maybe in retrospect] and look at what i have done and be like " yeah this is pretty awesome " and thats what the dream is it doesnt matter whether you working at the local super market or a ceo of apple do you feel like it is all worth it even if you dont know what IT is if so your living the dream and i suggest you enjoy every moment of it that you can because your living it and its all yours! Piotr OUT  

Nothing brings nothing

Why is it when we are bored and have nothing to do that our crazy minds says "well i cant be stuffed" and when we are super active our minds says "this is great wish i had a break to chill out".
Its so counter productive and makes no sense. There is always something i could be doing. Playing the latest video game, writing more blogs, making more reviews, hanging out with people.
I think what i have to do and i am sure this applies not just to me but most of us humans i think we all need to get up off our butts and head out the door and do something that we always wanted to do and save for that time when we were bored or whatever and then make our lives as busy with things that we want to do as much as possible.
I think the home is a trap which holds us in its warmth and says "but you can do it tomorrow the weather will be better [insert 100x excuses]"
I am getting out of the house!

Night all! Have a good one!
Enjoy tomorrow get lost!

The 1:20am hump

So its another rant and i am guess the clever of you will make the strange assumption that its past 1:20am on this fine night.
Well i noticed something... i can remember being really tired before 1:20 as i turned on the electric blanket but i am not that tired now considering.
I guess there isnt really strange about that or maybe there is who knows... i do!
Maybe the 1:20 hump is really just me falling into a delusional state where the body is tired enough to start thinking out of the box and awake enough that it seems logical and becomes rational when one starts discussing ones ideas with ones self. [too many ones']
Well i did something productive and used my printer for good and not evil and now my bed is warmed up and ready to go for some awesome sleep when it needs to happen.
Well i guess then its that time again! Sleep time... maybe there is a sweet spot between 1:20 and 1:49am
Night everybody!

Good Rant?

Its that time again, late o'clock and i just thought of a really awesome thing that i take for granted. Good things.
In my adventures through stumbleupon i always come across little positive quotes or a picture to inspire me to move forward in life even with life is tough.
The amazing thing that i have come to realize is that there is so much content being generated based solely to make others feel better.
I might encounter repeated quotes of inspiration but very rarely do i come across that same quote with the same image attached or put into the same story.
This is a great example of how amazing we all are and that the world is constantly looking to make others feel better and for the skeptics out there... well they should look harder.
Good night all!

Rant Cables

So its late o' clock and i am up so late because of a little annoying thing called cables. They come on all types from computer to video to audio now the crazy mystery to me is how in the world do they some how tangle in on each other. It almost feels like i could put two cables side by side and bam! Give it a week or so and they will be tangles together. Like some little cable gremlin just come by and goes to town. I know there must be a way that these crazy cables snuggle together but at this present state of mind... tired, i cant figure it out.
Mind you i am probably a more aware of cables getting tangled as well i deal with them for a living so this might not be something that most notice but for the few people out there and the fewer that will read this there has got to be someone that feels my pain on this subject.
Rant over

Night All!!

Traffic Rant

So its that time again... late, so its time for another late night rant and this one is about traffic. I am speaking of car traffic and not people traffic or what ever just the car type. So your sitting there in your car and you wonder why does traffic get so bad? if everyone stuck to speed limit obey the laws then it would still flow and be more bearable. The thing is that every now and again when there is no traffic you will notice that someone on the road does something silly. Example in point, a guy or gal needs to get into a turning lane but only realizes it at the last minute and though thats a whole minute he or she cant quite get there he or she instead will cross over the lanes and just sit there with the indicator on blocking a lane of traffic waiting for the turning lane to free up so that he or she can squeeze in. Now in a day to day situations that might make me a little mad and in some situations thats all good it happens not the end of the world but when your in deep traffic thats where it makes might make a person crack! because that lane that has been blocked has cars and those cars need to go somewhere and where else other than another lane which is already full of cars and bam! thats ten minutes waiting to get past this mess, but here is the twist picture this your stuck in traffic and you dont quite make that turning lane do you A: keep driving and find the next turning lane and come back around taking about 15 minutes because you are in traffic or B: push in an block a lane and tell yourself that "no no its ok i have to do this and its only going to block traffic for a minute". 
These are one of the many small life choices we make and I am not even going to fathom the reasoning for both scenarios because each one could be valid in there own way like you have time to kill so you take A or that you are already super late to something very important so you take B.
I do know one thing i always feel super bad when i do that and thats why i avoid it and tell myself well its my fault if i miss a turn because i wasnt thinking ahead.
And then there is people who speed up the parking lane.... rant over.

Night all

Tired tired tired

Finshed filming tired tired tired
Going get sleepy times tired tired tired
Just had 500ml of Ashai tired tired tired
Good night world sleep well...i think

Fin.